a random update i just thought i put even though nobody ever read it...
2day i went to someone blog to look see look see...
then i saw how the person has moved on with life...
then i thought to myself is it me or are there more ppl who still missed the good old days...
then i went to msn to chat with one of my old buddy...
turn out its really just me that hasnt moved on and still wished time would turn back to the good old days...
guess i really have to move on with life then...
but somehow my life now is really making me quite depress...
guess that will only last awhile...
hopefully i should be a little happier after somemore time...
I want to live longer...