i am still sick
my body still aches
my throat still sore
my wrist still feels weird
when i have recovered i shall unveil something nice=]
I want to live longer...


i am back from hong kong...
YAY???
WRONG!!!
i am sick
yes S I C K sick...
down with flu i think...
now got a worse problem...
i forgot to tell the doctor that my spinal cord hurts...
so now i think its affecting my nervous system...
my wrist feels like its being chained up...
sigh...
more details in a few days time
I want to live longer...


ermz this post is gonna be on the top of the page for a long while...
although i failed to win her heart even when i tried my best...
but at least i know my best is not good enough...
if she ever read this blog this is all i am gonna say...
but just to let her know if she ever need a shoulder to cry on or anything...
i will always be there for her...
even if i am just a normal friend...
but as the saying goes...
竟然你最终没选我可是我还是会尊重你的选择的...
eng translation:since ur final choice is nt me i shall respect ur choice...
so at least can we be good friends?...
so now i shall go prepare for my holiday le...
butbutbut i am not getting the sony t77 camera...
so if anybody wanna be my santa this is a HINT!...
lol...
wg
I want to live longer...


that day i watch cape no.7海角七号...
i was moved by it...
i wonder was it the simple romance story...
or me yearning for such a romance...
then last weekend was the class chalet...
it was fun overall...
but to me it was like a living hell...
there was total zero interaction between me and her...
then when i was walking along the beach i realise...
its not she chose someone else...
but it was me...
i was too undesirable...
even i tried my best it still not good enough...
so in the end it became like a mind torture...
then the next day i don't know whether it was the lack of energy...
or the feeling of lost that made me feel very lethargic...
though now no matter how i can't bear to give up i must...
because it was just my fault all along...
and her decision was not me in the end...
its gonna be 24 december soon...
hopefully this time i can get my mind out of everything...
wg.
I want to live longer...


its after sitex...
that means i am jobless...
omg...
i am sad...and poor!!!
for sitex the comission was nt bad...
but a certain parrot dun wanna pool just cos he got the most...
if nt for us he wun even have this job...
so heartless parrot...
this kind of bird very guailan...
next time dun wanna invite him le...
infact his face so kiam pa i dun even wanna talk to him:p
so its settle that parrot sucks...
now for the next part of my life...
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thats wat i have been doing for the past 4 days...
NOTHING...lol...
so sad...must move on and find a new one...
jiayou kampatei...
so now i am avalible...
those interested pls mail me @ ah_boy1000@hotmail.com...
so now my life is ... already till christmas...
hong kong!!!
I want to live longer...