eventhough i ask the question like last monday...
and i haven recieve the answer till now...
but i think i can guess the answer already...
i think u will say NO...
cos u have him already...
thus i am now so sad...
and i am feeling sick...
and now this is where the blog starts dying...
so before i go i shall leave a pharse behind...
eventhough we are from two different worlds...
but it is fate that allow us to meet...
eventhough we met each other for a short time...
but i is my heart that cause me to fall in love with you...
eventhough its now all over...
i still wan to say...
at least i had happy times with you...
goodbye blog...
I want to live longer...


i suddenly had a thought 2day...
its so had for me everytime as the person keep interfering...
if the person dunno his own limits i seriously think we should just be friends...
with him around he only distant us...
so its up to you...
whether u wan us to be just friends or more...
I want to live longer...


more pics of yesterday...




I want to live longer...


okay ms lum is now Mrs fu...
went to her wedding 2 day...
abit late...
but thank god main part haven start...
they started singing hymns...
then proceeded to prayer...
then got the wedding vows...
then is the video montage...
then the bridegroom and bride's speech...
then got a performance by GB girls...
then got another performance by G12 girls...
then the photo taking sessions starts...
then the light refreshment...
i like wore a tshirt to a wedding...
bad chioce i know but i think if i wear my one and onli shirt u all will laugh...
so if u are kind enough buy me a new shirt...
took some photos...
some gb girls wear till like very ugly...
then one of them says i wear uglier la and no taste...
but truth is i just dunno how to match my shirts...
i should get more shirt...
then i like say "wo gen ni fan lian"...
then she says "woah u are like a girl sia so xiao qi"...
but till now i so like bu li liang ge ren b4...
one is the bastard H****T another was her...
if u say so much lets see u try to make me looks nice la u think easy meh...
after that went to play lan...
then i went home...
FOR THE ONE THAT JUST CALLED WITHOUT SAYING HIS NAME IF U WANT TO SEND A WARNING SEND IT WITH A NAME AND SAY WHO IS IT ABOUT SO mAYBE NEXT TIME I WON'T OFFEND U!!!
quote by simon of what he thinks bout this
"comments are made to be expressed. aren't you giving your comments to me by saying all these? your opinions of me are bad and you can't stand it. thats why you come and call me right. my opinion of whatever i may have insulted is bad too and thats why i viewed my comments out. it ain't for you to decide what i do or what i think about things"
I want to live longer...


more pics from yesterday...






I want to live longer...


2day i went for the porcshe gp show...
it was an eye opener....
100+ porcshe at the same place...
how often do u see that...
and a super rare carrera gt...
onli one in singapore out of the 1199(one was crashed on redline)..
official release of the cayanne gts...
and the new porcshe track car rsr...
i clock 6mins 52sec on the simulator...
below are some photos...

after that i went to the food fare...

bought the korean ice cream super nice...

took cab home...

why is everybody so fake...

especially her...

I want to live longer...


yesterday and 2day is my free day...
felt like doing the holi hw but very no mood...
somehow these 2 days my heart felt very weird...
if i could somehow see a sign maybe i will turn back...
but now my heart seems to feel as if its split into 2...
one side wanting to be near her again...
other just wanna distant away from her...
will i just die from this spliting heart or wat....
I want to live longer...


okay so 2day was nt very exciting...
went to tp for a course...
after that went for lunch...
and notice vivian keep avoiding jw for some reason...
after that went to play pool...
k now bad luck begain...
i recieved a sms with my name in it...
then from then i got so irritated that i cant sink an easy shot...
when we about to end jw says the ball rolled...
and when we attempt to find it its gone...
think its some malay kids....
so paid 20 bucks for it...wtf...
went to wait for the bus...
apparantly its like an hour wait cos accident at east coast drive....
oh ya cal u very competitive sia...
i level abit higher than u then u play like siao...
u wan higher then i dun play for a long long time le...
I want to live longer...


i am back blogging....
went to collect result today...
so suck....
onli got a1 for chem...
a maths, chinese, bio, phy,combine got b...
emaths and eng got c...
went to watch leap year after that...
thank god that the person which slap me didnt go...
leap year sucks....
it hardly move me to tears...
but somehow the story touched me....
the cast was lousy...
qi yu wu got weird eng accent....
wong li lin was okay....
ananda was nt bad and he looks damn like pierre pang...
I want to live longer...


i am blogging again...
i got slapped 2 day...
first in my life....wtf...
who the person think she is sia...
even my parents dun hit me....
i wish she is dead...
and she probably is dead...
do i look like i care now...
oh ya my term 1 results sucks...
emaths i get 54...
one of the 15 passes...
ong lulu test are super hard...
i would have fail if not for my standard deviation test!!!....
tomorrow meet the parent...
i gonna watch leap year after that...
botak jones is very nice and portion is big...
but its really nt worth the time nor money...
I want to live longer...


okay so i was persuaded(force) to blog again....*waits 1 second*
okay i am bored of it already...
NEWS FLASH!!!
human require carbon dioxide!!!(CO^2)
we humans need to photosynthesis...
lolz...okay jokes aside...
2day i realise that we need carbon dioxide to survive...
quote"carbon dioxide helps us breathe" by jolene tan...
okay that was like ***...
i need new blog skin help people!!!....
oh ya certain wei *** has a boyfriend and he looks like...joshua loi
(if u do not know whos tat search lggtribute in youtube)....
okay so i have blog now so pls stop forcing me to blog already if u want it so much blog for me!!!
I want to live longer...


Yes it's a post!
But sadly guess who?
It's not wei gang =(
That lazy guy?
HE'LL NEVER POST!
You'll probably have to bribe him to post.
Anyway, yes it's me the one that EVERYONE LOVES.
VANESSA!
=)
And if you're trying to figure out which vanessa, GO FIGURE!
=)
But who else can type at such a randomly fast and interesting pace?!?!
BUT ME!
Anyway, anyone who see's wei gang on a computer wherever it may be, FORCE HIM TO BLOG.
It's just terrible..
At least i do it once a month!
He only posted like what, three times?!
ROAR!
My oh my.
I'm actually running out of random things to say, NOT!
I'm so full of randomness i could go ALL DAY LONG!
Wahahaha.
His blog is so W-I-E-R-D.
Cannot see anything other than posts and the tagboard..
SO IF YOU'RE KPO RIGHT!?!?! GO AND VIEW THE _ _ _ _ _ _ =)
But if you don't know then TOO DARN BAD!
WEI GANG!
YOU NEED TO BLOG!
It's actually a good way of relieving stress and anger and happiness and sadness and joyfulness and etc.
Wei gang is such a pragmatic person.
Pragmatic people are ERM-YUCK!
And they should stop being so practical like..just about...NOW!
=)
OOOO NIGELLA'S FEASTS!
YUMM!!
Okay back to subject...wait what subject?
Okay then...NEXT SUBJECT!
wait...i think i shall continue at my blog... haha byebye...
I want to live longer...